Finally there's a conclusion and that is what I had expected.
You decided to go.
I don't blame you at all because it's not your fault. The proposal just came too sudden.
Anyone with a right mind will take up the proposal.
When you asked me whether can we still be friends even after we break up, I feel like telling you that I don't want a break up. We can still continue, though it's tough but if our hearts are still with each other, we will go through it together. But you said that you can't take LDR, it's too tough for you and me.
You said you don't know how to face me, you don't want to see me cry. You once promised that you will not make me cry because you are more stable and matured than my ex-es.
I don't blame you at all. I blame on fate, time, anything else except you.
I cried to sleep.